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Bittersweet MemoriesNothing fazes me. Except you. 8月26日 class Nice background eh. suggest next time just use a hand phone camera since we r so low on the budget. my smile look so forced, daryl looks like he's suffering frm constipation & pong eyes half closed and dz expression makes him look like he wants to pick a fight with the camera man. : ) 8月24日 -___-the day's been not fine, thank you. yesterday was a fark up day some anal teacher couldnt wait , couldnt use her brain, couldnt use her eyes Mrs Or was eating about 1 min into her period and yeah, as Or left and i pack my stuff to head out for the next lesson, i was already so pissed off by PW, yet the farking teacher has to come and yelled " Quickly packed yr stuff! U cannot see i having a class ah" fark man, she pushed the button i yell back "What's yr problem. U cannot see i m packin up izit? " at that moment. i really feel like hurling very rude language at her but she's really not worth it. i mean whats yr blardy problem, pa jiao ah, no eyes to see i m packing as fast as i could. blardy ass. but i m glad i resisted. packed my stuff, walked out of the room, i m not gona wait for her to retort back cos she aint worth my time. history lesson was cool, i read out my work before lesson cos i had a presentation with jane and we managed to crap our through gay was impressed lol said our points were valid and more than adequate maths was f up as usal i ought to reali start practicing other subjects such as econs, lit, hist last min read up for me and i can at least minimum get an E but maths really cannot make it. last min practise stil fail nv study oso fail in fact, i managed to do hell lot better the last time when i did not read through before the test makes me even more confused. the most embarrassing part is that i took Amaths before. zzz i mean. school is cool. cool people like alfie hem dz pong jane and daryl makes it enjoyable and fun to bicker around and have fun but some inconsiderate ppl who are so insensitive and oblivious that what they say is damn blardy rude and offensive such as the issue of being an atheist or non believer. i m ok with that but no nd to get so farked up and go on about phlisophy KI shit with me with whether God really exist or not what because i dun care what u think @$!% so dun force yr opinion on others secondly when i din hand in my eom (which is individual work) on time u are there to accuse me of demoralizing grp morale watever when teacher praises me for my part and contribution for the WR u dun come and claim credit it disgust me . the only thing i look forward for. is church and stef's and bro birthday celebration this weekend. man somehow. i dun feel myself , just so easily agitated. 8月23日 ." there are people in our lives whom we will always lean on for support and we do it so unknowingly, it becomes such a norm. and sometimes, we tend to forget that those people takes time out of their lives to listen to our stories, to give us assurance, to make us a little more happy than we were, to watch us smile, to just be right next to us so that we know we're not alone, so that we know we're never ever gonna be alone, so that we know, we're worthy of ourselves and existence." above paragraph sums it up all. often, insecurity threatens, are we too preoccupied? by the things people say about us? or like making 1000 friends in friendster? like reaching 1000 contacts on msn? like how we look, how we dress, how people are talking behind our back i just feel that. sometimes, we overlook ppl who are far more important in our lives. instead of treasuring each and everyday, the people around us, the people we care about so much we tend to look into things more elusive and superficial what's the point of reaching 1000 friends in friendster or msn when u never even meet half of them? instead, why not inject in some other meaningful purpose. people often say, it's important for us to look into the future to plan for tomorrow, make great plans, ambitions, accomplish great stuff. for me, i prefer to take it as the day goes by. i longed for no ambitions nor responsibilities because i fear them, fear giving wrong advises and repeating my mistake again. once is a tad too much for me. and when everything fades away they are the ones who last even when the candle fails to illuminate they are the ones who stand at the end of the long dark tunnel waiting for you who are the ones who are willing to accompany cross the tunnel over and over always and forever. be there for you. it seems like yesterday since we last talk. i rmb each and every word u said to me. i can't deny that i still care but i dun want it to jeopardize what's left of our friendship sorry. 8月21日 vulgarrecently been pissed off by the slightest thing, bad bad bad temper, even by the slightest things she say can make me all boiled up and fire up. retorting and shooting back in sarcastic manner which sometimes i mean no harm at all but .... it doesnt help when i hav low eq ppl around me i duno wat the hell is some ppl's prob. man alrdy say it's sensitive issue yeah stop talking abt it and dey jus can't stop rubbing in.  mood swing literally i sympathesize with J.pong's going through |
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